Sober

I got no excuses for all of these goodbyes
Call me when it's over 'cause I'm dying inside
Wake me when the shakes are gone and the cold sweats disappear
Call me when it's over and myself has reappeared
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why
I do it every, every, every time it's only when I'm lonely
Sometimes I just wanna cave and I don't wanna fight
I try, and I try, and I try, and I try, and I try